I'm a decorated emergency
an unmedicated misery
there's nothing to stop this
or reverse this
only a relapse into myself
and what i used to be
is what i am again today
and i've lost everything i've ever loved
and lost everyone i've ever known
and lost myself trying to find them
and losing them trying to find myself
and i'm dying here so slowly but surely
like the turtle vs. the rabbit
but i'm not winning
i'm just another outcast in the crowd
and coming here is so pointless
but i'm screaming look over here
another sad face trying to stand out
i'm just not blue enough tho
i'm not choking so it doesn't matter
wake up
this is all your fault
never said it wasn't
but always say it's not
and now you don't know what to think
and neither do i
let's draw our last lines
and shoot for the stars
but they're shooting back
now make a wish
you've lost your right
there nothing you can say
you're stuck
now use your last line
your last bullet
on yourself
and i'm gone
i won't miss anyone
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