Thursday, April 3, 2008

a suicidal how to: get busy dying or get busy doing it yourself

I've been lost
guilty by free association
I am whatever word comes to mind
when you hear these words
what do you think of?
mood swings
bipolar
disorder
loss of sense
lack of emotion
apathy
indifference
lost
save yourboy
dead (on arrival)
sleep
another word
and i'd have spilled it
everything i know
about myself
well this body
i am not myself
i am a reverse trojan horse
everything there is
that was once inside
is out
and there's nothing left inside
now i'm just mindover(i don't)matter
aka save yourself and stop speaking

No comments: